I have related this to you in the past, but it bares repeating. Back in early 2006 between the lust of a young lady I met in Wyoming and the stupid belief that things could be again what they were years ago, I relocated back here to Idaho. I was at near exiting to Utah in mid 2007, when I thought one last dash to go tow in Idaho, in inquired to a TV outfit, in Pocatello on simply letting people know that rain or snow if they needed a tow in the mini Cassia area of Idaho to call me. Call it mixed up communication, call it misunderstanding, call it what you will but I thought, move to Pocky, if for nothing else to recover MY Gen,Lee. So I moved. We all know everything past that. While I can see at some point Idaho pulling its head out of its rear in some upcoming year, it will not be me being able to recover the timid heads of a even more conservative attitude state than even Utah is and I used to think they had their heads buried. Perhaps so, but I think damn , should have used that first Trust Fund recovery money to buy the radio gear from KSOP, set that up in Ogden, got the place in Echo and said to hell with Idaho. But as said, hind site is always 20/20 , cain't fix the past, only can look to the future. As every month becomes more month than money, I have to think can I get past this some day? I really do not think so. Part of the basic reason, I pushed the Hazzard County Knytes to rename itself as the Knytes-of-Anarchy, last year about this time is that even then, I saw the script on the wall, to get out of Idaho, go back into Utah to rebuild. Initially I had the concept of moving directly from Goons Ferry direct to Utah, and had my landlord there not gone bankrupt when he did I could have. But he didn't, so to survive I had to use good old Gooding as a bridge, to get through winter to be able to make the break. Don't get me wrong, I love Gooding as a town, and its people have been great to me, but they can't rent to me what they simply do not have. There is no , repeat NO commercial shop property to be rented in Gooding, or Gooding County at a rate I can afford. Something I said I'd never do, was to keep being the voice of those going towing if I was no longer going towing. But hunger and need creates the need to look at what resources I have and what I don't. Thus ,LexiBelle goes into storage for a time, I move me to Utah, find shop , find housing, get our radio gig and all up to snuff, then once ready , fetch LexiBelle, nd go tow in Utah next year when it begins to snow. Earlier today I went to the border of Idaho and Utah just outside Strevell. As I stood at the welcome to Idaho,/Utah signs I said in a few months I'll be here saying a final good bye to Idaho. I'm looking at getting my birth certificate redone to saying I was born in the south or at least not in Idaho. I'm looking at uprooting my mom-n-Dads graves and moving them out of Idaho, and all so I never have to say I was ever an Idaho native, which is in truth exact. Yes I may have been born in Idaho, but except in stress, I have never really claimed I was an Idaho native. I'd just asoon, have my birth certificate read Conyers Georgia or some place southern. But damn well not Idaho, hell I'd rather freeze to death in Wyoming than say I ever was a person of Idaho. I have a few more projects left to attempt here, but with that said I'm about to put things Idaho to bed, get my own trucks up to a point then blow this crap joint, some call the Gem of the mountains that has become rather tarnished. As for the CSA/CNP- and Knytes-of-Anarchy, shit Utah was more open to the ideals of that than Idaho has been, plus Utah has a few more resources media and other wise to make it happen. I'm just tyred.
Quote of the Day:
A thing is not necessarily true because badly uttered, nor false because spoken magnificently.
--Saint Augustine of Hippo
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